These doors are not automatic
Posted by Unknown | Posted in burden , changes , connection , doors , happiness , inspiration , nay aug , reading , Scranton , stress , whitman , writing | Posted on Tuesday, April 17, 2012
"Not I, nor anyone else, can travel that road for you. You must travel it by yourself.
It is not far. It is within reach. Perhaps you have been on it since you were born,
and did not know. Perhaps it is everywhere--on water and land."
~Whitman
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It's incredible how things can fall into place. How, from a seemingly chaotic existence, life unfolds and sets the pieces together. The picture takes form right before your eyes. There are still points to my life that create stress and worry but, as a whole, I'm feeling good. I can finally see the semblance of the picture. The pieces are being set into place.
It's been two months since I've moved to Scranton. I read more. Spend more time with incredible friends. Lose myself in hidden nooks of Nay Aug park. And, finally, inspiration is seeping back into my life. Words once lost have begun to take shape. Spill onto the pages.
The warming days and blazing, brilliant sunsets bring a change too great not to mention. Thoughts are deeper. Increasingly clear. It almost makes the worry of living paycheck to paycheck melt away.
There's renewed happiness in my life. A connection and peace that I believed to be forever broken is being restored. I've actually caught myself smiling more than I've been feeling burdened. Some questions are yet to be answered, but exploring them has become enjoyable.
I know what I want. And I've taken steps to acquire it without hesitation. We've only one chance to make our lives what we want. Many wait for the doors to open and show them the way.
Don't wait.
They never open on their own.
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I'm so glad you're in a good place, one where you can find the peace and inspiration to create and truly live. Who knows, maybe you'll find a critique group as entertaining and eclectic as the Dietrich's ;)
Many thanks for your kind words, Jeanne. It feels good. And I'm excited to see what changes come about because of all of this.